I don't know why, but I feel an urge to write about my current state. I'll leave it for later to see if I get around to publishing this as I believe thag these thoughts are temporary and will pass with time.
It is currently 6:35 am on January 1st 2016. I am in my bed and have just turned of my computer.
My New Year's Eve was not what I would call enjoyable. I got out of bed well after 2:00 pm and didn't eat until dinner was served. After eating and playing a couple of rounds of Geoguessr with my family I retreated to my room to play video games.
As time approached midnight I realised I had missed the traditional broadcast of Dinner for One on the TV. This New Years wouldn't really be celebrated by me, and I realised I had barely lent Christmas a thought either.
As I saw the wishes of a happy new year beginning to pour into my Facebook feed Incouldn't help but feel a bit jelous (or perhaps envious) of how happy everyone else seemed with their gatherings. It is my seclusion however, my self-imposed exile, that left me alone by the computer without anyone to talk to.
Sometimes it's rather difficult.
My New Year's Eve was not what I would call enjoyable. I got out of bed well after 2:00 pm and didn't eat until dinner was served. After eating and playing a couple of rounds of Geoguessr with my family I retreated to my room to play video games.
As time approached midnight I realised I had missed the traditional broadcast of Dinner for One on the TV. This New Years wouldn't really be celebrated by me, and I realised I had barely lent Christmas a thought either.
As I saw the wishes of a happy new year beginning to pour into my Facebook feed Incouldn't help but feel a bit jelous (or perhaps envious) of how happy everyone else seemed with their gatherings. It is my seclusion however, my self-imposed exile, that left me alone by the computer without anyone to talk to.
Sometimes it's rather difficult.
Until next time.
Addendum: As was to be expected I feel much better after sleeping. I still don't know why I've felt especially cynical during this holiday season. Oh well. Here's to 2016.
